Today was Constance's birthday, and i happen to be in GNK during the surprise. Hope you like my prezie! xD I dont really like children, but i somehow was there with the kids. They were very hectic, as usual... and i helped to handle the kids, and i was given the two most playful ones.. I got a headache telling them to follow instructions.. lol.. but when i stroke them on their heads, they became little angels.. still naughty but less resistant.
It amazes me. No matter how they bad and defiant they are, i still care and love them. I could never get angry with them, they may do wrong but they are innocent. Today i played with boyboy Caleb, he seems to not understand anything he is vulnerable to anybody... he doesnt know the bad side of this world.. he is so protected. I really wish he can grow up to become a fine man. keeping all of what GNK taught him... one day maybe, protecting me back when im old and weak.. for now... i wanna see him through...

In this life, there's none greater than you, none i will give u up for. U gave much, i received little. U hear me, i cant hear you. You are so far from me, yet you're just next to me. I was hurt and u cried the world with rain. I ran away from you times and times again, i fall and injured myself, but u always came and patch me up again, how does a person like me deserve such love from you? Last on my mind when i do not need you, first when i needed you the most. Your love for me is greatly shortchanged.

Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am for Your Kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity

Still little.. still small... this isnt my prime.