At first when i heard of the name. I thought he's a Malay. Hahx.. nope.. this renowned designer is a Caucasian. Today the some of my classmates and i went to his talk, its 50 bucks per entrance however we got it free xD and... the topic is about "shaping the globalandskape" He talk alot abt the present and past. He says to become pinker, forget everything about the past, clean yourself of any trace of nostalgia... Wad a topic.. i know it sounds silly... however sometimes silliness is linked to profound intelligence.. Before i even went to his talk, ive already learn to forget abt the past since sec 2... now im a veteran of forgetting the past haha.. I want to be free.. i wana fly into the sky, sit on the clouds and play the harp, no pain no joy.. just the present and simple satisfactions.

I remember during my sec sch days, my sch need to cross 2 profound traffic lights.. Many students just jaywalked anyways, coz the two traffic light dont make sense, just need one traffic light and save the time to wait for the second traffic light =.= anyways... so, im one of the jaywalkers duh... many times when i cross this road there's this floating sensation, and the brain was immediately lifted up high from my head... feel like nothing on my mind... my footsteps became lighter, its like im drifting pass the road.. The road is normally dark, and when anybody turn his/her head to look at the cars its normally too close already. Everytime i walked that road, there's always this voice that told me "just let it hit you, it will be over.. all your pains will be over... you dont have to suffer anymore." Its a sweet submission to that voice..

3 students died on that road over just 2 years.. The spirit lingers in the trees nearby... its windy and cold, the breeze caresses my cheeks, come on over...

Its hard to understand the feeling of leaving everything, the true feeling of being free.. Until you encounter a "spirit leaving body" experience.