Winston
Wednesday, April 1, 2009 @ 5:12 AM
Ive seen this guy for quite some time, since last sem. I never thought that we will be friends one day. He look very different from normal guys, its hard not to notice him hahx.. i never thought that deep inside him is a gentlemanly side of him, he treat a girl just as how a girl should be treated, he is sensitive about my feelings. I dun have to say a thing and he knows what to do.. There's this time im shivering in the design studio, i didnt voice out about it and little did i know that he cover his jacket over me, this means so much to me... im so please in the inside but i dunno how to express to him. I really appreciate it Winston, sorry if i hurt you the other time.
Haha.. i dunno to consider myself straight-forward or blunt, i smell something unique about his jacket it smelled like incense, so i asked him whether he is taoist, and he asked whether his jacket was smelly. omg.. i dun say things that are not... so i dunno how to ans him... but i dun think i ask anything near to the idea of smelly.
When i look at him, i know he felt hurt by my words and he said something that i really wanna change it.. he said, "okay, next time i should not lend my jacket to anyone". then he walked infront of me, i dunno how to explain....
So when we went back into the class room i approach him at his table, i try to talk about the game that he was playing. Then he said "does my jacket really smell? im really sorry about it", then i quicky tried to answer "nono, its that im sensitive", "but i really appreciate it, i was really cold". i knew in his mind that i really find the jacket smelly, but i simply dont lie... but neither do i wanan hurt his feelings.
He say he will wash his jacket for me to inspect tomorrow.. haha... and it failed, well i didnt say anything, does my expression give away so much? =/ lol.
So sorry Winston, i wanna tell you that your action is so unbelievable that i dun mind what type of jacket u will lend me... i want to exprience it again. haha. =)
I know that u know that i wont lie and say things irresponsibly, however dont put me in the spot its really hard to answer some of your question leh =/ lol.. although putting me in the spot u know the ans directly... really, i hate to hurt ppl's feelings. i can feel you dont like my ans and yet i cant say anything to cover myself.. i feel very angry about myself.
xoxo.